When we walked into our new worship space in the basement of Bridge of Peace Community Church in Camden, we were greeted by a rather large and quite dead mouse right in the middle of the floor. It was apparently headed somewhere, and it didn’t quite make it.

Now I have a completely rational and incredible fear of mice (for real, so don’t mess). It doesn’t matter to me if they are living or dead…I get quite panicky inside (looking at this picture even makes me anxious). But, as no one else seemed willing to take care of it, I did what was necessary and cleaned up the mess. I choked down my fear and removed our deceased friend…the space instantly felt more welcoming. (By the way, CJ Reynolds suggested, tongue in cheek, that we leave the mouse there and attempt to raise it from the dead as a part of our worship time…ta-da!)
I’ve been working with a lot of what was wrapped up in the imagery of that mouse. Ideas of heading from one place (like congregations in Philadelphia) to another (like Camden). Ideas of maybe not quite making it (do we really have what it takes?) and dying on the floor (will we grow from the 40 people that were there last night to the 140+ we hope to be?). Ideas about overcoming fear, about doing what needs to be done, about messiness, and about being welcoming. There’s a lot to think about.
What’s really great is that we all exist in a place of grace where we have time to work through the questions that plague us. We have a loving God who fills us with joy and peace and gives us hope.
Paul writes in Romans 15:13, Oh! May the God of great hope fill you up with joy, fill you up with peace, so that your believing lives, filled with the life-giving energy of the Holy Spirit, will brim over with hope!
Last night’s Camden (Tuckahoe and Yorkship) “soft-launch” was great. We had so much fun…there was so much love present. Above all, we were filled with joy and peace and we are brimming with hope for what’s next.
There are three more “soft” public meetings until our official launch on November 2nd. I’m hoping that I don’t have to clean up a mouse every week…more than that, I’m hoping Circle of Hope in Camden makes it where we’re headed as we follow the resurrected Jesus into what’s next.