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Africanized Paradigms

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Steve Biko, in his essay White Racism and Black Consciousness wrote “In time, we shall be in a position to bestow on South Africa the greatest possible gift—a more human face.”  His idea was not limited to just showing South Africa-but restoring to the rest of people on the planet the important worldview more communitarian and a more people-before-stuff way to live.

I’m grateful that we have lots of opportunities to not only learn about Biko, but about the larger context of people that he spoke from.  One of those is the upcoming West African Drumming Classes

In getting ready for the next round of classes, some friends and I spent a few hours last night building drums (photo set here).
It takes a lot of hard work and a long time to just put a djembe together, before you can even play it (and play many together).  It is not a very rapid process, and we had some great conversations last night about how easier it would be to use a fiberglass drum and throw a synthetic head on it (rather than having to stretch an African goatskin across hand-carved wood).

How often we face a similar temptation with our spirituality.  Do we really have to be a community?  Do we really need to pull 100′ of rope just to be able to play a drum?  Does it have to stink like a dead goat from Guinea?  Isn’t there an easier way to get transformation?  Isn’t there a way that requires less time or effort to follow Jesus.

Meko, Rachel, and Jay in the re-heading process of a djembe

I’m reminded of the old African proverb that goes something like “if you want to go fast, go alone.  If you want to go far, go together.”  I guess you could try to find an easier way, or attempt to invent some trick to “get there” quicker with Jesus.  Even if you could, would you really want to?

Tuckahoe & Yorkship!

The most astonishing things that I have ever seen are hands down watching my daughters being born.  Rarely am I speechless, and both times I had a system-overload of joy.  I had the privilege of being beside Martha for her labor, and was so proud of her that my face was about to shatter because I was smiling so hard.  Just the other day I was talking to Helena (who is now 7) about what it felt like to hold her for the first time (and that I was the first person to ever tell her “I love you”, etc).  A lot of friends are experiencing childbirth this season-just a couple weeks ago Nakai Rivera was born to Julius & Melissa, and a couple are on the way at any moment (Jon & Holly-in labor right now, Adam & Tara, Aubrey & Jacob, Kate & Adam, Katy & Zach).  What a wonderful season of birth!

When a cell multiplies I’m have a similar sense of those feelings-the gratitude, the joy.  God works similarly, and I try to drink it in.  This week our network is experiencing something a bit larger than one cell multiplying-a new congregation is being born.  The “soft launch” of a new Public Meeting at Tuckahoe & Yorkship in Camden is this Sunday at 6pm.  I am grateful today for Nate & Jen Hulfish and the rest of the formation team as well as the dozens of people who are coming along side our wonderful Birthing God to help this new congregation into the world!  The grand opening will be on November 2nd, and it calls for a celebration.

Here’s a South American alpaca dam giving birth to her new cria!

Next weekend (Oct 10-12), we’ll be celebrating that birth at the Discerning Retreat as well as other major happenings (or births) this year.  We finally unleashed the Director of Operations (hooray Liz!), our first fulltime Circle Venture (hooray Jeremiah!), Rod’s 4mo sabbatical 12yrs in the making, the purchase and 5week long rehab of 2233 Frankford Ave for Circle Thrift (hooray volunteers!), and we’re in the midst of renovating 2007-09 to expand the home of the Frankford & Norris congregation.

We’ll also have time to take advantage of the once-in-a-lifetime grant from the Lilly Endowment to subsidize part of the cost.  We’ll take what the cells have been inputting-answers to those basic questions we do every year “where is God calling us to go, who is God calling us to be?”-and discerning further refinement.  We’ll experience in a special way how God is taking little bits from many places and turning them into something that can be known.  We’ll be away together to listen, to worship, to discern, to share, and to be one.  There are just a few spots left-you don’t want to miss!

Sometimes I’m not sure if we come alongside God or God comes alongside us when this new life arrives.  I am grateful that so many of us are in that mix!

the church is not a building, or several buildings

It’s funny sometimes to me when a church known for our paradigm adjustments talks a lot about buildings-and rehabs a lot of buildings.  By paradigm, I mean we understand that the church is people and we are the church.  Our buildings are practical, and they are used for much beyond just our Public Meetings or offices.   Over the past few years, we’ve done major rehabs for 3 meeting sites, Circle Counseling, Shalom House, a basement for CT on Broad, and the mezzanine for offices and kids.  Whew.  As much as that is, we have several more on the near horizon.

 

(photo of 2233 Frankford, future home of Circle Thrift by Carina Romano)

This season is filled with many opportunities for us to rehab some buildings.  We even happen to own two of them.  There is a lot of opportunity to serve, to hang together, share money, and to build in some more capacity for God to work in our neighborhoods.  Still, the church is not a building-or even several buildings.  Like we talked about at our recent Love Feast, we are part of that dwelling that God has been building for 1,000’s of years with all kinds of peoples with Jesus as the cornerstone.

So go ahead and keep being built into the place where God lives, where God can be seen and known.  It also seems good to keep practicing resurrection in our neighborhoods by making good use out of castaway structures. 

Over the next couple weeks, we’ll be focusing on 2233 Frankford Ave-Circle Thrift’s new home less than 2 blocks from her current spot.  Hopefully, on Labor Day we’ll have our human chain to move the CT inventory up a block.  Then we’ll be getting the new setup of 2007 Frankford for the next rendition including meeting/venue space on the first floor, expanding childcare capacity, a music/arts school run by psalters, and some sort of retail storefront.  We may even need to get a spot ready for our next congregation to launch in October/November in Camden!  We need a lot of prayer, a lot of togetherness, a lot of help, a lot of money, and a lot of love. 

So even as we are the church-God’s presence in the world in people-we can make some practical steps so God’s love can be felt and known by not only having more surface area…but how we renovate.   Go get ‘em! 

 

Urban Farm Team Update

However inappropriate it may seem right now, Spring has been on our minds. The Urban Farm team has put in our seed order, is setting up the florescent lights in the basement Grow-Lab and is trying to get our plan in place for the upcoming season. Our friend, Dan, has been working over the winter adding more plating space, paths and a whole new design to the south side of the garden, we can’t wait to see how it turns out. For the past few years, we’ve been working on adding a little bit of color to Frankford Avenue by working on our large garden, growing a variety of flowers, vegetables, and fruit trees. It’s a place where we can be reminded that there’s more out there just than concrete and brick, experience a change of season, and maybe get a fresh bite to eat. There’s always people around, and we’ve made so many friends from people just stopping by and wanting to do some work outside. We’ve always relied on the help from all of you: the weeding, new construction and clean up of the relentless tide of trash the blows in - and this year is no exception. Please, drop in to help out, or just drop in to walk around or hang out. If you’re interested in joining the team and being a part of the next stage where we start a small scale urban vegetable farm, drop us a line.

Another way to help out this year is by participating in our nursery sale fundraiser. As we’re starting seeds to plant in the garden, we’re also starting some to sell to help us cover the costs of operations. This spring, we’ll be selling:

  • Market Pack Veggies (6 pack): 2 Tomatoes (slicing & cherry), 2 Bell Pepper (Orange & Red) and 2 Eggplant.
  • Market Pack Herbs (6 pack): Classic herb mix of Italian basil, thyme, rosemary, oregano & other culinary herbs.
  • Also, individual seedlings of Cucumber, Zucchini, Rainbow Chard, herbs, tomatoes, peppers and Eggplants.

All you need is a sunny spot in your backyard, on your roof or balcony or even your front stoop and a container, and you can just transplant these packs and enjoy fresh veggies all summer while you also help keep the garden running for another year. Free compost is available from the Garden Center on Frankford Ave, and any bucket, enamel-ware pot from Circle Thrift or simple raised bed structure (with good drainage!) should be enough for any of these plants. We’re also going to be selling a pot-culture dwarf pea, called Tom Thumb, that can be grown inside on your window-sill. We’ll have complete care guides to go with any plants you take.

The sale will be in mid to late May, just as these plants are getting hardy enough to be put outside. We haven’t come up with the price for these yet, but the market packs should be under $10, and the individual pots will be just a couple bucks. We’ll post info on the dialogue as we get closer. These plants would make great gifts for your neighbors or family, and please spread the word!

To help us start the right number of seeds, it would be really helpful if you could let us know what you’d be interested in getting this Spring. Email us at urbanfarmteam@gmail.com with the quantity you might want, we won’t hold you to it, but it’ll help prevent us from having too few or too many seedlings come May. So enjoy your last few weeks of Winter and we’ll see you in the Spring.

West African Drumming Class and Black History Month

I want to share with you some classes coming up and to reflect a bit on why I am so passionate about it and why you should be too! I was really excited last week when Johnny Rashid brought up at our Public Meeting what the Reconciliation Team has been discussing. I am so grateful that we have a team concentrating on issues of cross-cultural understanding and healing.

As some of you already know, because you took the class last year or because you are just brilliant, music is a powerful way that we can begin to communicate and understand each other across cross-cultural dividers. When we learn and try to hear what people from other cultures are expressing in their collective artistic communal voices, it can sometimes be a bright light that illumines our understanding of the way they see the world and also their struggles and joys.

So, I want to offer a drum class this year as an extension of meditating on and actively learning something active about Black History. I know this month is specifically focusing on African-American history, but it truly should not be separated. The world –views and cultural truths and strengths of the African peoples whether still in Africa or not are connected and are in desperate need of recovery and understanding here in America by both blacks and whites and everybody. These are timeless truths and long-tested ways of communicating that should be celebrated by all peoples.

The Reconciliation Team needs some help right now, so please if this resonates with you—get up and do something about reconciliation. Move with your body and mind to understand others and to bring healing.

Class Info:

Learn the intense and exciting polyrhythmic drum music from west africa.

Class will cover history, technique, cultural significance, and musical traditions of the djembe, dununba, sangban, kenkeni, gonkogui, and shekere.

8 week class beginning Feb. 27
7:00-9:00pm
wednesday evenings
@ 2130 N. Hancock St.
Philadelphia, PA. 19122
$15 a week

contact: jay beck
734-945-3225
jay@psalters.org

any skill level welcome
some drums provided, but bring your own if you have one.

(expanded version of this post at Jay’s myspace here.)

Click here for more info about psalters, here for more info about Circle Venture or our other mission teams such as the Reconciliation team and psalters.

History in the Making

February is recognized as Black History Month in America.

The Reconciliation team at Circle of Hope is pausing to consider February as Black History month, and I’m encouraged by what we’ve been sharing. Here’s a sample of what I’ve gleaned from our discussion and some thoughts after each one.

Black History in America is American History.
Strange that the two might be considered separate or that Black History might be segregated into one month’s worth of discussion. Karen VonWinbush had us consider that black history month has a history, too, starting as a week before it was expanded to a month. I appreciate that people in our country are encouraged to pause and to take an intentional look at our nation’s past in honor of those who gave of themselves in difficult struggles and in direct confrontation with racism in America. I’m thankful that during this month there’s reminders everywhere of blacks in American history. You can find reminders of Black History in America on TV programs, in TV commercials, and in the responses to TV commercials, in the public schools and in restaurants. In our Circle of Hope you’ll hear reminders of Black History, too, on blogs (thanks Nate) and in the PM inserts. Lots of reminders, and all in an attempt to bring to light a history that is rich with both pain and perseverance.

Black History is still being made in America.
The best part about Black History in America is that it ain’t just history. The history makers aren’t just encapsulated in wax museums (Though I personally do recommend seeing The Great Blacks in Wax Museum in Baltimore, very cool). The struggle to speak truth to racism continues with the living. We are still in an era of “firsts” when it comes to Black History. First black Winter games Olympic individual gold medallist Shani Davis in 2006, first black solo flight around the world Barrington Irving in 2007, first black Billionaire Robert Johnson in 2001, first black runner for democratic presidential candidate Shirley Chisolm in 1972 (sorry Barak Obama, that “first” was already taken). And don’t forget those who get labeled as the “last”, there is still much work in our country to address the disproportionate occurrences of poverty, imprisonment, inadequate housing conditions, and inadequate education which are harsh realities of life for too many black people in America. History is still being made. Despite the myth of equal opportunity in America, racism still needs to be addressed with truth and reconciliation. And there’s still room for young history makers, for example, Peta Lindsay, the 23-year-old Philadelphia native who is the spokesperson for A.N.S.W.E.R. (Act Now to Stop War and End Racism), a national Student Coalition.

Jesus Christ is leading the movement of racial reconciliation
I was beautifully reminded of this at the last reconciliation team meeting when listening to our friends of color express their frustrations to the group about living in a white-dominated American society. Our authentic relationships in Christ were being made stronger in that very moment of honestly sharing and listening. The relationship we share with Jesus is strong enough that we can begin to have that raw discussion openly. The Spirit of God is among us! What a privilege to be a part of the reconciling kingdom of God. There’s no other umbrella that can unite people whose history is so rife with hate and segregation. I am not among those who trust that the nation state of America can pull off a lasting unity by itself. I trust the strongest love of Jesus Christ to heal the wounds of racism. We need to receive and give the love of Jesus Christ together, us united with God through him. We have the examples of Christians in America who trusted enough to bring that reconciling love to light in the face of racism. Consider some of them as well. We paused as a network to remember our Christian brother Martin Luther King, Jr. on the weekend of his celebrated birthday. And how about Ruby Sales, who is the founder of the Spirit House Project in Washington DC, and is aiming for a non-violent and just world by exploring the legacy of American violence, racism and sexism. And then there’s Graylan Hagler, who serves as a pastor and as the National President of Ministers for Racial, Social, and Economic Justice. I am encouraged that our Lord is mobilizing his people to bring truth and love in the middle of our fragile world. Among believers, black history month can also be about the perseverance and healing presence of Jesus Christ in the world.

Do you know of someone or, better yet, a team of someones, whose lives are confronting racism in America and re-shaping our landscape? Remind us of who they are. Do you have a story to tell during black history month? Tell it.

Proselytizing

I never really understood proselytizing. It always seemed a little silly to me that in American to tell people about Jesus, I can’t believe that there isn’t one person in this whole country that has not heard of Jesus. Then it hit me awhile ago, when I was about to make a quick blurb at East about Free CFL.

For those of you who don’t know me I am a green nerd; there is no question about it. I drive a small car, wash my cloths in cold water, all my lights are CFLs, I hang all my clothes and don’t use my drier. In the summer I melt because I put my central air on for 1 week total. Since it is winter my house is set to 63 during the day and 60 at night. I am such a green nerd that I even blog about carbon offsetting.

I love telling people about being green. I love sharing easy little tidbits that save people money and reduce the amount of pollution they produce. Giving people out CFLs I find to be extremely rewarding. I like when people tell me they made positive changes that effect the environment because I told them about the benefits.

As I sat at East waiting to make my announcement about Free CFL is when I realized something, I am proselytizing green. That idea really caused some dissonance; I am still processing through this idea. I am so against proselytizing, I have become what I am so against.

Disclaimer: Of course there are HUGE differences between being a green nerd and a Christian and CFLs are not Jesus. Yes I also get that people proselytize to other people for a myriad of reasons and it is not as simple as I boiled it down to.

Shame doesn’t get the job done

Listen, I don’t like to brag, but I am seriously good at flaking out. I mean, no-phone-call returning, email dodging, fall-off-the-earth kind of stuff. I can drop balls like a pachinko addict.

So it is with what we will charitably call “trepidation” that I have sunk myself into a position of responsibility with Unda Water. Like, basically being the team leader. I’m far from the whole team. Matt Feldman is really the brains of the operation. Rob Larimore is all connected up. But I’m in the lead.

In case you don’t know, here’s the elevator pitch for Unda Water: We’re going to sell bottled water and give the profits to water and sanitation efforts in developing countries. A billion people in the world don’t have safe drinking water, while around these parts we’re willing to pay $1.50 for a half liter of filtered tap water.

Normally, statistics like that are supposed to motivate generosity through the use of honest shame. But guilt is a gut punch—a poor motivator. Instead, why don’t we use a little capitalist judo and redirect what people are doing anyway? Everybody wins!

So pretty much any day now, we’ll have water in our hands. We plan to talk to fair trade coffee shops around the city to sell Unda Water, and sell it at Circle events, and we’ll sell you Unda Water directly if you want to buy it straight from us.

I’m excited. I think this thing has legs like a centipede, and a legitimate concern our team has discussed is that Unda Water could get too big too fast. But as I get deeper into this process, talking the thing up, getting people on board with the idea, the looming black shape in the back of my mind is not business failure, but a well-traveled fear that I will super-flake on this.

I have two earthly things that might save me. First, my new, lovely wife, Meredith, has an MBA and will probably pull my liberal arts bacon out of lots of fires in the months ahead, so let’s just go ahead and thank her for that right now. Second, there is Circle Venture, a group of goal-oriented Jesus-lovers who want to help Unda Water happen, not dispense blame when things begin to go sideways. People who seem to have learned years ahead of me what I just told you—shame doesn’t get the job done.

This is brave territory. This is more and bigger responsibility than I ever even thought I was capable of handling. Don’t mishear me: I’m certain I can do this, I’m just scared I won’t do it.

So maybe you could pray for our little enterprise, and for me. And buy some Unda Water. That’d be a big help.

Consider the lettuce…

Members of the Urban Farm team Matt McFarland and Amanda Staples are doing an internship out in Lancaster County so that they can learn some skills from people who make farming their livelihood, and bring them back to Philly to start a farm. They are saying hello to you:

When we first got out here to the farm, we were waking up at five or six, depending on how much baby lettuce David, the farmer, promised to pick for various people and companies in Philadelphia that day. Back then (in April) I could cut three pounds of baby lettuce in no less than an hour and a half. Matt wasn’t any faster. Or any slower for that matter. We’ve matured here really about the same, which is nice. David later admitted at having started me out on the weediest patch in the greenhouse just to see how I’d manage, or react. I did little of either. There were so many weeds I wanted to cry. Each handful of lettuce has to be sorted through meticulously for any weeds, aphids or really any sort of spot that someone might think looks gross. When there were really bad aphid problems we just dumped all the lettuce into big tubs of water (miserably cold water, as it was wintertime until may this year). The aphids would float off the leaves nicely and we’d go about drying and packing the lettuce. Matt and I would joke about how it’s better to leave a few weeds in there, a few aphids for that matter, so people would know it’s really organic. And even though now it can take me only a half hour to get 3 pounds of the really good stuff, I still sort through it all just as meticulously.

(As a side note I just now looked out the trailer door in time to find the white barn cat digging in our little kitchen garden for a good spot and settling in… I made quite a spectacle screaming “No! No! in a Pee Wee Herman voice for some reason, and clapping my hands so loud they sting now. I thought I’d left city cats in the city).

In the beginning we would start those early mornings with a scripture reading and end the day with lots of good stretching. Now we get out of bed 20 minutes before we have to be in the field, an hour before the sun gets up. We force a bowl of cereal and make our way up the path in the dark. At the end of the day we plop down on the couch and don’t really move until we have to cook dinner.

The work itself proves pretty meditative though, and it can be prayerful, if you let it be. I expected my mind to wander all over the place, and it does often enough. But there are some times I’m thinking about nothing but the lettuce in front of me- this leaf looks good, this leaf looks gross, this head is passable, this head I can’t believe we’re putting in the box, one, two, three, four…. Etc. Other times, mostly when I’m feeling sort of grumpy and it’s really hot out and the lettuce is starting to get wilty, I send each head into the box with a little baptism of cool spring water and a prayer. This lettuce has passed through my hands, and I want to feel the connection with the person who will eat it, and I want them to feel that with me. Still other times life and our place in it all becomes terribly confusing out in the field, as Matt and I go around flicking yellow and black beetles and all of their larvae into buckets of water so that we can have potatoes to sell and eat. What about these little guys? Are we just killing them in a competition for resources in the same way certain other people in the world are doing right now? Not to be dramatic, but seriously. No wonder people think they’re the center of it all. We decide which plant we want to grow and which we want to pluck out; the insects that help us we keep around, the rest of them, we slowly drown or stomp to death on the driveway. It’s a big responsibility we’ve been given. To participate in the animal kingdom and also rise above it; to subdue the earth enough to stay alive, all the while watching a plant get all the life it needs no thanks to us. Jesus told us, “Consider the lilies. They do not labor or spin, yet Solomon in all his splendor was not dressed like one of these.”

Two things are clear to me. First, as city dwellers, we need to see more lilies in order to be reminded that God takes care, so we can learn how to better take care of the things we all depend on for life. And second. as a country dweller, I need to move back to the city and live with people in a system that brings all of creation closely together. There is too much government subsidized feed corn separating everyone from their neighbors out here. How about instead we have food crop gardens between our row homes and we come out to work God’s newly restored land together? Or you meet us in the afternoon on your bike and pick up a box of fresh veggies that we grew for you? See you in the fall. Thanks for all your prayers. Come for a visit.

More than just the next job

So, the latest conflict for me is brewing inside. God has put a desire on my heart to redirect what I do for a living, or what some might call a job. I think he wants to give me a vocation instead. This is what some might refer to as a calling. For me, it means a redirecting….a changing….which brings conflict….the good kind. I need your help.

For those of you who may not know me, I am educated as an architect, have spent the last 9 years or so both drawing and building houses and other structures, and am continually frustrated and bothered by the following:

-our perpetual waste of resources (misuse of Creation)

-unsustainable construction practices / unsound design / inefficiency in general

-the skyrocketing cost of real estate / lack of affordable housing

-homeless folks and the 40,000 or so houses that aren’t occupied in Philly alone

-the violence that stems from rampant, unchecked gentrification WITHOUT justice

-systemic racism

-casinos and the riverfront that I can’t access

-not enough trees and parks and playgrounds

-condos, and why houses just make more sense for everyone

-violence in our city, and the false sense of security we’re searching for here

I am also into the idea of being a Jesus-follower all the time. I have never understood compartmentalizing one’s life into sections where you get to act a certain way in front of different circles of people. I’m not saying I don’t do this, its one of the sins I am still addicted and dying to, but I am learning to be as Paul puts it in 1 Corinthians 9:

“19Though I am free and belong to no man, I make myself a slave to everyone, to win as many as possible. 20To the Jews I became like a Jew, to win the Jews. To those under the law I became like one under the law (though I myself am not under the law), so as to win those under the law. 21To those not having the law I became like one not having the law (though I am not free from God’s law but am under Christ’s law), so as to win those not having the law. 22To the weak I became weak, to win the weak. I have become all things to all men so that by all possible means I might save some. 23I do all this for the sake of the gospel, that I may share in its blessings.

24Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize.”

I would like to “run in such a way as to get the prize” for Jesus (and yet I am usually disgusted at the hint of competition; it’s why I surf and don’t play competitive sports J) I think Paul though, is making a point here to not fall prey to apathy and comfort in what we do, and more importantly, how we are, for Jesus. I keep hearing that we need to keep going, and to find life in the work we are called to by God, to find life in this mission. I realize though, that I could easily fall prey to my own ideas, my own cleverness, and miss what the Spirit is calling us to next. I would like to use this blog space to put it out there to see what others might have to say. Maybe that is selfish, but like Paul, I too wish to “share in its (the gospel’s) blessings.”

Here are some questions I need help with (in no particular order of importance) to redirect what I, and more vital, we can be doing with the time we have been given:

What are the attributes of a design that promotes proactive peacemaking, anti-racism, community building, affordability, sustainability, and justice? Can we make houses that produce all of their own renewable energy? Can we do this work in community? How do non-profits work? Is anyone else interested in this stuff and what should we do about it? Can we re-knit the fabric of this already great city back together in peace? What is the future of Philadelphia? What do we do with all the vacant buildings, and all the vacant land around here? What does beauty look like to you? What does a good neighborhood look like to you? Why stay in the city anyway? Is what we receive from Jesus enough? What do we do with all of our excess? What does it mean to be safe and secure? Is ‘sustainability’ a.k.a. “green design” even possible without love? Can we build community in a country at perpetual war? What can we learn from squatters about a necessary and efficient use of resources, both here and worldwide? Where is the Spirit leading us next?

The great thing is that many of you are already answering these questions as I write this. There’s the [Circle Venture teams] Water Team, Shalom House, The Urban Farm Team,  free ESOL classes, Baby Goods Exchanges, Circle Thrifts,  plus The Simple Way, Camden House all of you amazing individuals I get to be connected to, and the list goes on and on. We’re all in this for Jesus. We’re working on being transformed and on transforming. We’re learning how to receive from Jesus and to let that be not just enough, but so much that we can’t keep it all and have to give so much more away! We’re learning how to live together and to build community, and to keep building beyond what is comfortable or known to us right now. It’s a stretch but I believe there is more that God has in store for us, and so many other partners. What do you think?