After weeks of using the Book of Common Prayer to shape our Lenten worship, I experienced the public meeting at Broad and Washington differently this week. I am not sure why this week was different. Perhaps I needed the repetition of the previous weeks for things to finally sink in. In the course of the evening, I finally settled in to the rhythm that comes from liturgical practice. The cycle of corporate prayer, confession, absolution, passing the peace, celebration, thanksgiving, and communion is a full circle experience. I don’t always incorporate or recognize all those aspects in the private practice of worship much less in the regular public meeting. It is a structure of worship that walks me through key elements of my relationship with God and the world.
With the discipline of liturgical worship, I spoke things that I had been too busy and distracted to speak earlier this week. I prayed with my community about this city and the world. I was gently reminded to come before the Lord with all my heart and my mind. I voiced out loud my confessions. I received the truth of God’s mercy and forgiveness through the Lord Jesus Christ. Through touching and seeing and speaking with the people around me, I shared and received the peace of the Lord. I proclaimed the mystery of my faith. I physically and spiritually took part in the remembrance of Christ’s death.
I did all this with a community of believers in corporate worship. As I listened to the voices around me, as I moved through the crowded room trying to get to the communion table, as I felt the energy of thanksgiving as we praised together, I was filled with gratitude. I am blessed to worship with people who will try, week after week, to know God more fully through the liturgy and prayer and song and art, through Scripture and teaching and theology and communion. I love that this season of the year, this time of quietness and waiting, is marked with liturgy. Somehow, by the grace of God, the repetition each week draws us deeper into patience and unity, constancy and peace.